Yes!

I was offered a job at a Credit Union! After five interviews I finally got the job! Life is good -smile!

Hope in Seattle...

Today was my first step to the outside world. I went to Pike Place Market and to Whole Foods. I bought a lot of fruits and two bottles of wine. I am getting a little buzzed. I did turn a few heads though. I still got it.-smiles.

Anyway, I’m about to have dinner with the girls. I made tofu stir-fry for us tonight.

Overall, what made the day great was that I received a phone call from Kim, the branch assistant manager, requesting to interview me. Hope in the making -smiles!

The darkness of this City is so painful...

I don’t know how long I could take this. This life is draining me. I can’t see life without him. Why did this take place? Why me? Why? I have no closure! I have no pills to comfort me. I’m yelling and screaming inside my head and I can’t take it anymore.

Please! Someone, please help me. It hurts so badly. My heart aches for love, his love that is. I’m so distressed.