Uncle Jack...

Coffee and good company...

So far, today is a great day.

Yes!

I was offered a job at a Credit Union! After five interviews I finally got the job! Life is good -smile!

Hope in Seattle...

Today was my first step to the outside world. I went to Pike Place Market and to Whole Foods. I bought a lot of fruits and two bottles of wine. I am getting a little buzzed. I did turn a few heads though. I still got it.-smiles.

Anyway, I’m about to have dinner with the girls. I made tofu stir-fry for us tonight.

Overall, what made the day great was that I received a phone call from Kim, the branch assistant manager, requesting to interview me. Hope in the making -smiles!

The darkness of this City is so painful...

I don’t know how long I could take this. This life is draining me. I can’t see life without him. Why did this take place? Why me? Why? I have no closure! I have no pills to comfort me. I’m yelling and screaming inside my head and I can’t take it anymore.

Please! Someone, please help me. It hurts so badly. My heart aches for love, his love that is. I’m so distressed.

Japan 2010

May 31^st 2010

What a day… so many emotions in so little time.  For the past few months, my life has been a total shocked. A little over five months ago, I didn’t have any direction. This path I’m on is basically just a path. I can’t see ahead, not even 10 feet ahead.

Anyway, I’m currently at the Narita Airport. My flight is UA 876. I will be heading to the great city of Seattle. I ‘m so excited (I need to stop lying to myself).

Wow… I did not know that the human heart could feel so much pain. My heart is a wreck -a train wreck that is. I’m hurting; though, I don’t show it. Sometimes I wonder how long could I hide behind this smile.